Epic Fail?

Dear f-list,

So, you know when life gives you a real good punch and swipes you clean off your feet? Yeah, that's been the past few years. They've been a mix of sad, happy, and goddamn awful. I also suck and can understand if anyone wants to give me a good punch of their own. I've been absent from the internet for a hell of a long time - and I only just recently guessed my password for this journal right.

A few months ago I created a new lj, though, and if anyone wants to add me there, just look for 100paperfans - though I'm not really that active right now. Just graduated, so this summer I should be spamming it.

I still owe three people commissions and they will get them, it will just take some time. I apologize to anyone who thought I dropped off the face of the world although I wish I had sometimes.

From a fail friend,

Failing at updating, so here's my peace offering.


^--- Because you know you want to dare me to do something.

So~ I'm free until fall, finally, at last, thank god! Except for work, but work I can deal with it. It pays instead of vice versa, with me paying to go there. Commissions are still slow works in progress - but with more time on my hands, I hope to at least get one out soooooon! My apologies to anyone who hasn't received a reply from me lately via comments and whatnot. I-I kind of just deleted all the messages in my inbox recently. It was hitting the 300+ mark and it was scaring me O_o

Fangirl squee time nao? Yes, plz.

Bleach -102

sjlkdjf ... I think a keyboard smash is about all my brain can formulate at this time, kthxbai.

Reborn! 192

Can. Not. Wait. Until. Next. Chapter. XDDDD

... I wish I had more energy to fangirl better.

Never gonna break me down.

Snagged from raigekijin  after bellumina 's prompting:

Request a drabble, character, fandom, pairing, theme, whatever you'd like to specify. I'll write you a short piece. If you want to play the game, too, take an aspect of my drabble, (fandom, character, theme, etc), and write me one, then I'll do the same. IN OTHER WORDS, RIZU'S POTENTIALLY NEVER ENDING GAME~! XD

Request away!


D. Grayman
Katekyo Hitman Reborn!
Majin Tantei Nougami Neuro
Ouran High School Host Club
Zombie Powder

And it all just passes me by.

Ganked from calmingeffects~!

Comment and I'll ...

1. Tell you why I friended you.
2. Associate you with something - fandom, a song, a colour, a photo, etc.
3. Tell you something I like about you.
4. Tell you a memory I have of you.
5. Ask something I've always wanted to know about you.
6. Tell you my favorite user pic of yours.

(I-I'll get to comments tonight when I get home, guys~!)

[Bleach] Smaller than Small is a Crush - Ichigo + Hitsugaya

Title: Smaller than Small is a Crush
Fandom: Bleach
Characters/Pairings: Ichigo/Hitsugaya
Notes: This was Foxy’s request for her birthday – and so here it is (finally!). Prompt was “Ichigo’s birthday”, and this is all I could think of for it~ (oh, yeah, and title sucks like usual =D) Not checked for errors because I have a lot of other stuff to do tonight before I go to beeed.

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Started out, "Hey cutie, where are you from?" Turned into, "Oh no, what have I done?"



So, um, Jesse gave me her old (albeit cheap) digital camera~ And I've been kinda going picture happy? Haha. Swung by my parent's place and even took some pictures of the little baby kittens (that we'll be keeping in place of the two males we had to get rid of, because ugh, they wouldn't stop spraying). Aren't they cute?

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Since I'm slightly obsessed with taking pictures now - picture meme! Name something you'd like to see and I'll take a picture of it? Objects, posters, etc.

And since my livejournal currently wants to be a bitch and refuses to let me date that one post (AN IMPORTANT POST, TOO, WTF) out of order - Commissions are still a go? Help me help others~ You have no idea how much it would mean to me.

Wondering, thinking, lost in thought.

Here’s the deal, guys:

I have a friend who’s raising money for someone who needs it big time. If I had money to commission her, I would do it in a heartbeat. But alas, I won’t have any extra money until two weeks from now – hence why I’m going to open my own fic commission offer to help her out with raising money, so I don’t feel completely useless. I mean, I know how stupid I must look doing a fic commission, but writing is the only thing I have to offer. I have no idea how many of you would be willing to participate, but if you did – well, you’d have my eternal gratitude, not mention my friend’s and my friend’s friend’s. So, if I haven’t lost you yet, I’ll explain how it works?

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And if not from me, please check out her account instead - she's amazing at writing smut, but she also writes anything depending on who it's for. Sarge's journal, explaining her fic commission.


I’m willing to do up to ten at a time. Not that I think I’m going to get that many, but whatever. You can request as many as you want, too. Anything and everything is a big help, guys. ♥

calmingeffects   : Bleach~ Isshin/Urahara, Reborn!~ Dino/Hibari - paid
liralen  : Bleach~ Ichigo, Yuzu, Karin, prompt - "I see you fast asleep, and all my fears mean nothing." - paid
annieroo2 : Bleach~ Kaien/Urahara - paid